This is goodbye.
Maybe just for now.
And maybe just for a little while.
It's been real and it's been fun. I loved everyone I got to meet through this little website I started a just over two years ago.
This has been one roller coaster of 18 months. With more downs than ups and quite frankly I'm overwhelmed. Then over the course of a few days it's gotten worse.
I also keep everything inwards and never tell anyone when I'm hurting. I'm smile through and walk on.
I've hinted at this in numerous posts.
I have no real joy in writing. I struggle with "good" ideas. I'm really just doing it as a checklist not a love.
I need to take some time away and just focus on me.
Nothing else. No blog. No commitments.
This is scary because it's the first time I've ever done this.
This is also scary because I'm being vulnerable and I know some people may read this who I really don't want them to read this.
I'm not a quitter, I'm a fighter but this punch taker is slowly losing her fight. I have never in my life felt like this. One day there will be joy again. Christ is amazing and He has the power.
My close friends in Cincinnati/NKY/Lexington know about my situation.
But until I feel as though I'm better This Healthy Endeavor is on hiatus.
Love and In Christ.